Oh Mum how can it be three years since you have gone, time seems to have gone so fast, yet in another way it seems forever since I last heard your voice or held you in my arms. Today its lovely, hot and sunny, but the day you died it never stopped raining all day, but I did as I said to Alan before you died. I went and walked round the lake in the park in the pouring rain, I went straight there as soon as we left you for the last time ( actually seeing you that is) and just walked and walked, Alan walked with me, as was so dark - well I guess looking back wasn't that dark, but to me it felt as if all the light had gone from my life -yet only about 6pm I will never stop loving your or missing you. You are my mum ' The Mug' and so much loved. I hope you are happy where you are with you mum, sister and brother whom you missed so much.